.: Teardrops :.

2009-09-23T18:41:00.002+08:00

Went back to Batu Pahat last few days...
the only thing i can do there was only asking my dad 'can u bring to gaigai?? PLS...'
coz, my fav cousin brother din came...so, no 1 teman me to play...haiz...sian
went to BP Mall, tried out some clothes that i really really liked
so...took some PERASAN pic ^^ 4give me...can't control myself

this, i think it's quite nice...

but, mom says it look like waitress... @.@
so, fine...

This leh...i think i's ok quite nice la...but kinda short to me...

mom says it looks too RED...
like wanna go bai nian like that, add up, it oso looks like a MISS SANTA to me ^^

haiz...cuz cannot make decision, so gave up on them...
so, bought nothing...^^

思雅爬起来了

2009-09-18T13:35:00.002+08:00

喂喂不要怕

你是好娃娃

自己跌倒自己爬

跌倒了，就应该自己爬起来
其实，最辛苦的不是跌倒的时候
而是自己是否有毅力自己爬起来

给自己一个机会
就是让自己有一个希望
加强自己的勇气

不知道是我的答案

2009-08-30T20:03:00.003+08:00

他问我为什么只让别人看到我的坚强？
我回答不知道
他问我为什么我不让人看到自己的软弱？
我回答不知道
他问我为什么不让别人看透自己的心再想什么？
我回答不知道
他问我为什么我要在别人面前把自己扮得很坚强？
我回到不知道
他问我为什么一直回答不知道？
我回答因为这是我的答案

不知道，已经占据了我，我不知道我还能回答什么了，也许还有别的可以回答，可是我真得不动要回答他什么...
我看，没有多少人会真正了解我了吧？只剩下他了，至少他知道我到底在想什么...
他知道我喜欢逞强，他知道我其实没有那么坚强，他知道我内心深处的那扇窗是面对着什么，他知道在我坚强的外表下隐藏了什么，看来他什么都知道，只是不知道为什么我要这样罢了...不然他也不会一直问我为什么了...
朦胧的视线其实让我看得更清楚，让我知道的了流泪的原因，伤痛的过程，辛苦的感受。只是一切在我眼前都闪的好快，开始感觉无助的我，身体逐渐无力地倒下...
过后，不知道了...只是假装忘记了...

Haiyo

2009-08-26T21:08:00.003+08:00

haiyo...
so EMO today larh!!!
is there any EMO-cure??

My mom says that i keep giving stress to myself
she says i'm the 1 who made me feel stress
is that really true??
well, maybe yes? maybe no?
i can't make it clear

God, Help me...

Kena Tagged By Vivian

2009-08-25T14:45:00.004+08:00

100 Truth
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: Water

2. Last phone call: Miss Moo, My Ballet Teacher

3. Last text message: from MCCS

4. Last song you listened to: Poker Face--Lady Gaga

5. Last time you cried: errrrrrr...last month

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: Noope...

7. Been cheated on: erm...i think so

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: First kiss still wif me ^^

9. Lost someone special: Yup, My Grandpa

10. Been depressed: everyone must have been right??

11. Been drunk and threw up: Never Drink b4 ^^

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. PINK

13. White

14. Black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend: duh...who else nvr??

6. Fallen out of love: huh @.@?? na...

17. Laughed until you cried: every time ^^

18. Met someone who changed you: yup ^^

19. Found out who your true friends were: yup, all my frens r true to me ^^

20. Found out someone was talking about you: yup yup

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: no...

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: almost all ^^

23. How many kids do you want to have: er.....

24. Do you have any pets: no, but r my brothers considered as 1?? =b

25. Do you want to change your name?:Nvr Think of it b4 ^^ they sounds vry nice to me..hehe

26. What did you do for your last birthday: Put my braces on ^^

27. What time did you wake up today: 7.00am, went to skul for extra class~

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching Stephen King Short Stories Movie Series

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: END OF PMR & JUEC!!!!!

30. Last time you saw your Mother: few minutes ago..

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My results ^^

32. What are you listening to right now: My heartbeat

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Tom Riddle from Harry Potter?? NO!!!

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: JUEC trial

35. Most visited web page: facebook, blogger and plurk

40. Male or female?: 100% Female

41. Elementary?: SJK(C) Choong Wen

42. Middle School?: Kuen Cheng High school

43. High school/college?: The Best will be Oxford, but I'm sure that my results won't be that pretty 4 that...=( so, juz see where God leads me to...

44. Hair colour: pure black ^^

45. Long or short: er...considered as long??

46. Height: can i keep it as a secret? fine, 155cm, i think...

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: er...Maybe??

48: What do you like about yourself?: Crazy...Sa Po

49. Piercings: ears

50. Tattoos: NEVER

51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: i think no...

53. First piercing: ears..

54. First best friend: i can't believe it's him, but it's true...Dylan Ding xb

55. First sport you joined: swimming

56. First vacation: Singapore, still in mom's womb

58. First pair of trainer: Bata, i think

59. Eating: oxygen.

60. Drinking: saliva xD

61. I'm about to: typing for dis answer

62. Listening to: My own heartbeat

63. Waiting on: MORE & MORE HOLIDAYS

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?: see wat's my husband's choice~

65. Get Married?: obviously YES

66. Career?: Celebrity

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: eyes ~

68. Hugs or kisses: hugs~

69. Shorter or taller: taller ofcoz ! who wanna be short??

70. Older or Younger: I'm satisfied with my age ^^ but still, Younger

71. Romantic or spontaneous: both =D

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both ^^

73. Sensitive or loud: I'm loud ^^

74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: no idea -.-

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: NO

77. Drank hard liquor: accidentally, blame my dad...he made me to xb

78. Lost glasses/contacts: no...i'm a nice 'keeper'

79. Sex on first date: That's so wrong!! besides, no sex b4 marriage

80. Broken someone's heart: yup...

82. Been arrested: nope ^^

83. Turned someone down: yeap..

84. Cried when someone died: everytime...

85. Fallen for a friend?: yup, i love every1 of my fren ^^

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: i have to

87. Miracles: it only happens to those who really believes in it =)

88. Love at first sight: it my be true

89. Heaven: Never unbelieved it b4 ^^

90. Santa Claus: even now, yes

91. Kiss on the first date: er...should i?? dunno @.@

92. Angels: everytime ^^ YES!!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: NOPE~

95. Did you sing today? : yeaa i love singing! ^^

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: ya...i think

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Standard 3 ^^ of some special special reason ^^

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Christmas ^^

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: ya..really

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yeah.

ppls i'm going to tag

here goes~~

1. Shermaine

2. Ye Ley

3. Zhi Yin

4. Teck Yi

5. Daphne

6. Celine

7. Natalie

8. Micheal/Ken

9. Shirley

10. Stephnie

To Cuttie pink ^^

2009-08-24T13:08:00.004+08:00

24th August of yr 1993 , a cute n chubby little baby girl was brought to this world by God through her mother of course...She may be actually childish and sometimes brainless in some way, but she may be the cutest girl i've ever seen...she can be forgetful, but nt as forgetful as me...she's always the Angel cuz i nvr seen her being as a demon...u can tell her everything under ur heart cuz she listens, u can tell her every single crush of urs cuz she'll 4got abt it the nxt minute, so u'll nvr need to worry abt it ^^

I've known this girl since 1..i think...cuz we have the same baby sister, i think...can't rmb those days when v r juz baby ^^ This cute Girl will be......

Daphne Ding

well, all i wanna is Happy Birthday, I love u ^^

oh, n happy sweet 16 ^^

P/S Juz from, DarkHearted ^^

Farewell

2009-08-19T15:36:00.002+08:00

Farewell my dear fren...
xiao wen told me that today will be ur last day here...
this made me felt terrible
i dunno wat to say, but i really do miss you so
although u were here everyday, but unfortunately we did not meet everyday

there's alot things i wanna tell you everytime i meet you
but i still dun have the courage to tell you that

anyway...wish you had a better live there...
love you always

Trial

2009-08-16T16:34:00.002+08:00

2 more days to trial...reli reli scare...

i'm vry sure that i'm not ready 4 all this

Tuesday's exam time table:
Maths 1
Maths 2
Sejarah

Math r fine to me, but sejarah....i'm not sure i can make it right...
oh dear...really nid help from god...
pls pray 4 me if u guys see this...i'll appreciate it..thx ^^

2009-08-09T17:12:00.002+08:00

I'm kinda gud wif him today...
like the way he treat me like that...
no arguing, no fighting nor staring...
juz a few soft talk during conversation...
hope we can be like this way everytime ^^

Mime Act

2009-08-08T15:53:00.010+08:00

Music Evangelical Night had end last night

it was pretty nice overall

I'm 1 of the performers last night

i'm in the mime act group

The act is juz a 3 minutes act

but we use abt 1 month time to practise

When we were all on the stage, we try to give our best to God
and everything was like so fast, 3 mins, juz a while and we have to walk down...
and i'm glad that we manage to put 100% of ourself in God's hand
And now, we'll juz flashback to the last full dress rehearsal we had ^^
HOPE U GUYS ENJOY IT ^^

This is Zhen Xia 振霞 -- our little singer (up: peace pose; down: she's making up)

This will be 拔福-- a vry vry humour FARMER

up2: putting a pose to let 长富 take pic, since i so gepo, i oso took his pic lo, dun waste marh ^^

down:

1. Franky n Ba Fu

2.Me n 拔福 (长富say拔福 jealous cuz i din take pic wif him so i take ^^)

UP : Me n Colin ^^ our Brave Army, He is 100% humour n frenly, keep maming me laugh like siao!!

DOWN : Franky n Me. He is frenly too, he watch a lot of HK drama de, so got topic to talk abt

MAKE UP SESSION!!

All of us oso kena draw until like this...

Kesian..haha^^

That all!!

& DARKHEARTED &

PIANO RECITAL 2009 featuring Rudy Goh & Tan Jia Ping

2009-08-04T15:35:00.012+08:00

went to the Piano Recital 2009 last Sunday

but now oni post this thingie...sry ya^^

vry vry busy this week

These are the pics that i took that day...hope u guys enjoy

and sry 4 the delay

Up: Shirley, mel, me, yanyan

Down: My sis Celine a.k.a Kiki

Both: Kiki + Eli (hope i spelled it correctly)

Rudy n Celine

The beautiful Piano (s)

I'm kinda Lazy to put Caption...

hehe...

Celline n me -- SISTA!!!

that's all 4 today...(.:LAZY:.)

2009-08-03T16:14:00.000+08:00

The Concert was amazing...
the rehearsal was great too...
more pics coming on^^

F0rmal @@

2009-08-01T20:38:00.003+08:00

Can any1 how is Formal looks like??

I'm terrible blur @@

2009-07-25T22:25:00.003+08:00

OUCH!!!

finally i can feel me toes pain after pointshoe...

that a gud thing izit???

but still, i lazy to cut my toes nail,

that's y it hurts after pointshoes...

*blek*

sick

2009-07-18T21:27:00.005+08:00

I have been in the sick mood this whole week!!!

ugh!!

dun reli feel good on Tuesday morning, so have MC for 2 days

Went back to skul on Thursday, felt better...

but actually realised sumthin changed..

like i've dunno sum1 for juz 2 days later...

watever...

Then fall sick again today...

GREAT

-in the opposite meaning of course-

feel like i made the monitor so busy today...haiz..paiseh

went home after skul...missed my ballet again

NO!!!

Btw, there's still happy things happened..

It's on friday nite...^^

Knew more church frens during the act practice

sum1 like ba fu...collin...frankie...and other 3 girls but i can't actually rmb their names

paiseh...

n i found out that they r vry vry vry vry frenly!!

that's the second time i met them n they actually rmb my name!!

n those guys r crazy...

n v n play like besties the nxt minute!!!

WalauA, PJ STATE de 青年人...==

they r all crazy!! -in a gud way-

they can let you feel the warm of home, n i like that ^^

That fun!! haha!!

That's all 4 today...

Chiaoz^^

Finally

2009-07-12T18:25:00.004+08:00

Finally, we talked...

but still, juz a few sentence...

really miss those days

that we can actually talk abt almost everything...

but since that day when u fall 4 her

our friendship started to crack...

n i tried everything to heal

still

my jealousy made me failed..

i can still remember those days

when we secretly hold each other's tiny fingers

n purposely steps on each other's feet

to get each other's attention

we really did acted like a child

speechless speechless speechless

That's wat u made me feel

&DarkHeated&

2009-07-11T13:20:00.002+08:00

HA-HA-ha-haCHooooo....
wow...
my blog is dusty...
btw.. if u all ask me to post sumthin..i reli dunno wat to post...
can any1 gimmie an idea??

Failed

2009-06-30T15:37:00.002+08:00

still....failed the Chinese geo...nid to do duck walk leh...i dunwan larh!! so fish...
i reli did put alot of afford in BC Goe this time, but still, failed it...

juz gonna accept it though...who call me so nervous in exam?? nervous liao then 4got everything lo...btw..i quite impressed of my physic..failed it last time but now gt a B...still can tahan larh..to me...still gotta work hard lu...

btw...i reli wanna 'scold' this person...this is all in jk tone though...
Natalie Ng!! i dun wanna fren u liao!! u got a 87 4 ur science n u din even teach me!! huh!! jealous of u liao...blek...

haha...Natalie is vry clever, she got gud results all this time...she got 2nd in our class last term...so geng...Keep jia you orh!!

Jia You to me too...^^

Today's movie

2009-06-28T22:00:00.004+08:00

watched a great movie today...reli nice n meaningful movie
' Facing the Giant ' is the tittle...
it's a christian movie though...

almost made me cried out...but still managed to control it..
learn some phrase today...

nothing is impposible wif god
we win, praise god; we lose, praise god
give ur best to god
have the 100% faith in god

number 1 n 2 in from the movie....number 3 n 4 is i invent myself after i watch the movie...

hope u all can watch it too...it's really meaningful...

Yay!! Congrates!!

2009-06-27T23:47:00.004+08:00

Atlast!!

Say bye bye to exams!!

but still gonna say hi to the exam result nxt week...

dunno how's my results will be lol...

hope can be better than the previous 1...

reli do hope so...

it's such a nice wedding today....

meng nee teacher so leng lui...

reli like a star liao...

she actually cried when v r singing...

Carnation choir!! we succeed!! haha...

the tears almost drop out when i saw her cried...

this new cpl r so sweet....

1 is my choir teacher, n another is my theory teacher...

such a perfect match...^^

Here they r...

Coming Coming Coming

2009-06-21T21:00:00.002+08:00

exams' here...tml will the day...
have i prepare well???

明天就开战了,...得穿好盔甲，磨利武器，向敌人的方向前进吧!!!
加油！思雅！你可以的!!

Tagged by Daph Dear...

2009-06-20T22:33:00.003+08:00

I got tagged by Daphne...

1 . What have you been doing recently?
Go to skul..Makan..Study...watch 24...Sleeping..xb

2 . Do you ever turn your handphone off?
Rarely...

3 . What happened at 10am today?
eating in da canteen wif Natalie n Audrey

4 . When did you last cry?
erm...last few days...when i acidently found the letters that my Grand-pa gave me...missed him so much then i cried when i read it...i'm sure he is pretty good in heaven now...

5 . Believe in Fate/Destiny?
Both...Maybe??

6 . What do you want in life now?
Wisdom...to hepl me in my exam of this life time...wakaka...

7 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
Depans...if i'm tying a bun, umbrella; if i put my hair down...hood
but i enjoy hood...haha...bad me...

8. What's your favourite thing to do on bed ?
Sleeping...Zzzzz

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
Undies inside, shorts outside...

10 . What are the nicest things in your inbox?
erm....everything seems nice to me...

11 . Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
Nooooooooo....

12 . Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
nope xb

13 . What was the last movie you caught?
er....i can't rmb actually...

14 . What are you proud of ?
My talking eyes when i'm wearing con...erm...my smile even i'm wif braces...*too perasan 4 now*
15 . What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it from?
WEI!! Lazy to check larh!!

16 . What was the last song you sang out loud?
My own created sond...untittle..
You Belong to Me by Taylor Swift...

17 . Do you have any nicknames?
erm...yaya, salad, salah, blurblur, Ms Blur... Mc Clumsy...

18 . What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?
from Andrew..."pls reach church at 9.15am tml, thx"....lol

19 . What time did you go to sleep last night?
12 sumthin

20 . Are you currently happy?
still okie...emotionless rite now actually...

21 . Who gives you the best advice?
God...

22 . Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can ?
NO!!! Ewwww.....lol

23 . Who do you talked to on phone last night?
no one...

24 . Is something bugging you right now?
My exam's in nxt week...
25 . Who is the last person to make you laugh?
My self??

26.Do you like yourself?
sure

28.Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
not juz sumtimes...every single time...

29.Who is your best fren?
muz list out arh?? every1 are my best fren to me...

30.What will you do if you like that boy?
keep quite...but still talk to him like a fren...

31.Who are your favourite stars?
Now?? erm...Taylor Swift....n myself...i'm fute star...wakaka....

32.You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
yup...juz sumtimes...

33.Do you had even stead before?
har?? @@...blur...

34.what type of boy do you like?
gud looking, humour, caring...hehe...

35.Now are you single/attached?
Single...nt reli available...coz PMR + JUEC this yr...
nxt yr maybe...

Pass this tag to 10 people.

Kiki (Celine)
Shermaine
May
Audrey
Ye Lay
Teck Ti
Qi Rui
Jason
Vki
Yen Theng

1. Would you date number 5?
a gal?? 100% no...

2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do you react?
Cry immedietly for sure..then try my best to save her...will Pray 4 her of coz...

3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do?
She wun noe my bf if i have 1...

4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.
Balas Dendam....haha...wakaka...*juz jk Audrey*

5. Number 1 is acting weird.
in wat way?? She is weird all the time...keep torturing kiki de...

6. Numbers 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut.
Hey Yen Theng...i pity you...

7. Number 7 brought a tickets for him/her and you to go to a concert.
ERm...is she bringing her bf?? if yes..i'll juz say i have a date, if no..i'll go wif her..

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.
She wanna go to a bar????...wow...

9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world.
Congrates, ur dreams come true...

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.
Call Daddy larh!!!

11. Number 7 and you are sitting on the couch watching a movie when he/her wrap his/her arm around you.
Excuse me?? she wun do that

12.Number 5 asks you out to dinner.
i'm glad u belanja me makan leh!! xb...

13. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus.
Chat chat chat n chat

14. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he/she can't sleep.
teman him lo...but he wun do dat...from Singapore call to Malaysia..no nid $$ arh??

15. Your walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.
Shout like crrazy + Run...

16. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them.
I'll try my best to cheer her up...

17. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal.
My pleasure!! but Shermaine!! u noe how to bake de arh??

18. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala.
har?? impposible gua...

19. Number 4 just got you an X-Box.
Thx sis!!! muacks!!

20. Number 9 challenges you to a children's card game!
Sure!! i can't wait to see who's the victory!!

21. Number 1 thinks he/she's overweight.
Eh pls larh!! if she says that i'll kill her...she so fit!!

23. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave her/him alone.
bu suang!! huh!! U HURT ME!!

24. Numbers 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you.
Thx ya!!

25. Number 6 decide to dye their hair black.
no nid larh...waste ur $$ 4 ward?? ur hair is aldi black...

26. Number 2 tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a shooting where 2 went.
OMG!! Sarah have to save her to save the world!! "Sarah to the rescue!!"

27. You catch number 9 by him/herself, crying.
Dun cry my dear...sarah is here...

28. Numbers 1 , 3 , 5, and 6 all tackle you at once...
Walau!! wan me die arh?? run larh of coz!!!

That's all 4 da tag..do until i wanna die liao...haha...Muz do ya!!!

Exam

2009-06-16T15:48:00.002+08:00

Mid term exam is actually at the corner...but i'm 100% sure that i haven even start to study...
The exam starts on this Saturday!!!
And the subject is Biology!! OMG!!! Help!!!

And this, will be the count down to my day of death...

Gambateh to myself lu!! Jia You!!!

Wonders....

2009-06-14T20:48:00.002+08:00

wat's making me feel bad??
izit skul??
izit those stupid idiotic homework??
izit him??
izit coz i'm actually afraid of skul??

Oh god...
wat to do??
i almost 4got how to smile...n laugh...
Help me...

Crazy Day & Nite

2009-06-12T21:47:00.010+08:00

Today is Thursday...
Went to school today 4 the Chinese History add-on-lesson....8am-12pm
This will be my " beloved teacher"...she wants us to call her Empress...

writing so sincere...

Me n Samantha...

Qi Rui!! see, v noe each other..

summore v r in the same class

Afet that, i stayed in school yard until 1.30pm...juz to wait 4 my dad to fetch me...

then go have our lunch...

My dad secretly bring me to Maluri Jusco after that cuz he is actually still in working time...so he still have some job to do...

when my dad do his things, i'll do mine...

I'd juz walk around n have some dress up games 4 myself...childish rite?? that's me!! haha...

4 THOSE PPL WHO CANNOT TAHAN MY PERASAN-NESS DE...PLS LEAVE NOW...U CAN JUZ CLICK THE "X" BUTTON AT THE UPPER-RIGHT-CORNER...IF U DID NT DO SO, ANYTHING HAPPENED WILL ONLY BE UR OWN BUSINESS....

some pics that i took in "lovely lace"

*i think i spelled it wrongly*

they r so cute n lovely...

see this sofa...

so nice n princess-ful

the wedding glass wearing tux n gown...

4 bridegroom n bride...

another 1...

so nice!!!

*oops, 10% SALE*

Jus afther LOvELY LACE, i went 4 the drees up event organized by ME!! muahaha!!

U SURE U DUNWANNA LEAVE?? JUZ CLICK THE "X" BUTTON AT THE UPPER-RIGHT-CORNER WILL DO

YOU SURE? U REALLY WANNA CONTINUE READING???

OK THEN, IT'S NOT MY PROBLEM NOW...IT'S UR PROBLEM LIAO...

1st, the white little jacket wif a black dress

My Delicious Dinner

2009-06-11T23:24:00.002+08:00

I actually had a nive dinner wif my dad though...
haha...
i 4 gt the restaurant's name, haha....sum where in PJ...
then straightly go to choir practice...

My Dad's Nasi Lemak

My "seafood yee mee" i think that's wat it called....haha...

blurry me...

wat i wanna say is...

i'm so reckless today...

i bang head to a lamp post...damn fish de...

i nock my knee to the stupid table again

then i hurt my toes coz the chair juz 'step' on my...*ouch!!!!*

wat a reckless day i had...

N I'M TOTALLY SAFE NOW!!

YES!!

2009-06-11T18:03:00.001+08:00

THINGS KEEP CHANGING EVERY SECOND...

UR FUTURE IS CHANGING IN EVERY SINGLE SECOND...

well, depends on wat have u done...haha....
i'm totally happy today, this second, or wateva isit..

thx god 4 this...haha...he actually plan this 4 me...

at 1st, i was totally sad coz i'm nt going to meet my cousins...

but today, gud news were here!!! YES!!!

i'm going back!!! that wat i've ask 4 the whole holiday!!

although i haven even finished my hw....

really happy....

hahahahahahahaha!!!!

I found some pic on the web...it's actually so cute...

Laughing is vry magical thing...it makes other's feel good, and safe...
especially babies' laugh...

Peter Pan said :" a fairy is born when a new born baby laugh 4 the 1st time"

They r so cute....

.: 100% Down :.

2009-06-10T22:34:00.003+08:00

Haiz...i'm now in a vry down situation...

I"m now

100% nt going back to bp

100% going to ballet this saturday...

100% will miss all my cousin like siao...

100% bz all 3-4 days...

100% wanna scream...!!!

so,

~~AHHHHHHHHHHh~~

2009-06-09T23:56:00.001+08:00

i hate you i hate you i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u!!!!!

Why??

2009-06-09T23:37:00.002+08:00

Why??
Why i dun have a chance to choose wat i want??
why i dun even have a chance to say how i feel??
why??
why am i so hard to be read??
why izit always my problem or i am the problem?? can't i have a vry normal life...??
Can't i juz dun be Sarah Tan??

THE 100TH POST

2009-06-09T16:39:00.003+08:00

WOW, THE 100TH POST OF MINE
Wat to say here??
i'm going back to BP on sat morning....100% nt going to ballet liao...
erm...miss my cousins so much...especially the Mr Like-his-muscle

haiz...really dunno wat to say in my 100th post...
i want everything!!!!
i want it all!!! ah-ha
juz like SHARPAY...ehhe...

White Horse

2009-06-07T23:12:00.003+08:00

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time 'Cause
I honestly believed in you
Holdin' on,The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should have known, I should have known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To come around

Maybe I was naïve
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance
My mistake I didnt know to be in love you
has to fight to have the upper hand
i had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings
Now I know

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To come around

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted
But I'm so sorry

Cause Im not your princess
This aint a fairytale
Im gonna find someone Some day
Who might actually treat me well

This is a big world
That was a small town
There in my rearview mirror
Disappearing now
And it's too late for you and your White Horse
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
Whoa-Oh
It's too late
To catch me now

迷惘...向往

2009-06-07T15:26:00.003+08:00

我真不敢相信你竟然说出了哪一种话...
我放了很多的心思在上面...
我不知道我应不应该放弃
我不知道我的选择
我不知道...真的不知道...
我太迷惘了...
就像漂洋在大洋中的小船
没有方向，没有指南...

我讨厌我自己...为什么我是我？
为什么我总是太在乎？？

*************************************************************************************

我总是太向往着童话般的生活

太相信只要够勇敢，够善良

就会有仙女帮忙实现愿望

我太天真了

对吗？

我向往

在我哭的时候，会用一个主动的肩膀让我靠

在我的心感到寒酸的时候，会有人主动来抱着我

来温暖我的心

在我感到害怕的时候，会有人让我躲在他的怀抱

提供我梦寐以求的安全感

在我被欺压的时候，有人会让我躲在他身后为我出头

给我最向往的安全感

我也向往着

有人会很疼惜地摸摸我的头

有人会我不需要我说什么就懂我在想什么
有人会在我不笑的时候逗我笑

有人会看我的表情而知道我的感觉

我向往的，几时才能出现？

3rd post 4 2009 Gathering

2009-06-06T22:01:00.001+08:00

Got more pics from Qi Rui!! ah-ha!!

2nd post 4 Gathering

2009-06-06T20:21:00.003+08:00

Enjoy ya!!

May, PKY, Me

Izit SHE??

haha

Ella, Selina, Hebe??

JK larh!!

"5 star" here...ahha..jk

Gal's Group Photo

Gal's groub photo..

but the main group phto still nt wif me...

Me n May

again..

nt les here...

Hey gals!!
Yen theng, Xin Ling, Joyce, Me (big head), PKY

Yen Theng & me...

The organizer

Chaw Hui

Hey Kong!! you again arh??

at last i got others pic from my frens...

Gathering

2009-06-06T15:41:00.009+08:00

juz come back from the gathering...I found out that really missed my frens so much...

Love ya all so much!!

These r the pics i took there...there are still some in other's phone n camera...

Enjoy!!

Me n PKY

Me n Vicky

(hope i spelled her name correctly)

Me n my 3rd sis..Zhi Xuan

Me n my "Big" sis..
Qi Rui

Wat a long table

4 leng lui here...
haha

Me n Kong!!
He is totally tall..

Grow taller than me lerh..

gave my 2nd "hug a guy" to him today..

My 2nd bro n me...haha..

He treat me damn nice de...

like him so much...

He really sayang me de lorh!! nt like others...haha!!

My Big Brother din come...heard them say his skul gt sumthin...cannot come wor...haiz..miss him too...

Yo!!

Me n Jason..

My so called English teacher...

Keep correcting my grammer mistake!!

He is now studying in Singapore

but i dunno which skul..pai seh

Me n May

A big sister to me..

Take care of me so much in primary skul...

Thx ya!!

She is now studying in singapore

Nan Yang Girls School

Me n Moon...

the Ms Clever haha...

She have vry gud results in every exam...

damn geng!!

Me n Mervin

Take 1

His half face kena block...

haha...

pai seh...

Take 2...

Wat actually happened to his tongue??

"bee bite??"

haha!!

jkjk...

They keep saying i'm his ex...swt...

Me n "Jay" Chau
Whey...geng hor??

haha...

Me n Lee

he also vry tall lerh...

damn tall...

keep teasing me that i'm short...

haiz...

nvm..."hey...din look here de??"

Hey Kong!! Wat cha 2 doin??

huh?? wots~~

i gt ur 犯罪证据...

haha~~

Ho n Kong...

So strong whey...

Couple under the umbrella...

wow..."romantic"

haha!!

Chau n Mervin here...

This is Miley Cyrus's Husband

haha!! he admitted himself...

"Wei!! i want ur wife's signature!!"

haha...

Alfred n Me here...

Me n Cheo again..haha

Tat's all in my phone..

Hope can get other pics from others...

especially the "Group photo"

haha!!

Luv ya all 4eva!!

Gathering

2009-06-06T00:38:00.002+08:00

really excited 4 the gathering tml...

miss all my frens so much...

Dunno how r they now..

Wonder wat will happend tml...

will they still rmb me??

Will i get left out??

Will i be like dunno them anymore??

2009-06-05T23:50:00.002+08:00

i admire u so such...

u r so graceful n elegant

I admit that i try to be like you last time..

but i found out that i have my own inner beauty as well

So i destroy your shadow in me

and i done it

but i found out these days that u actually r copying me...
Why??
Wat's ur point??
Can i noe??
i doesn't meant to hate you
but u r pissing me off
我把我最在乎的都已经让出来了
你还想怎样？？
要我的命吗？？
好啊！随时让给你！！

我就看看你有什么本事来拿！！

SSS Dance

2009-06-04T14:32:00.002+08:00

Bro Kong suddenly gave me n Nat a big project...That's v have to cartography the SSS dance...
Really making us headache ... i nvr done such big project b4...summore this time have to think movement 4 guys...really needed help this time...

haiz....

My Hols

2009-06-03T10:48:00.002+08:00

I'm now using my mom's skul de comp to on9...really boring here...
here got no flash player...cannot play Restaurant City nor Pet society...
But atleast still can on9 lor..wif old WLM..haiz...
Many ppl ask me why i dunwanna go Sri Sedaya to study...
Well, my mom works here, so will be more easy to get it...
Btw...i wish i can be here...but the fee is too...$$$$...
haiz...i'm sure i cannot afford de...
btw, who cares!!!! ahhahaha...

INHERIT INSPIRE INITIATE

2009-06-01T20:45:00.007+08:00

Attend the Training plus Jubilant Song Concert yesterday...Damn nice man!! their singing is really good...really enjoy the concert...

went to church in the morning around 7.45am in the morning...then go to PGRM 2gt wif others...these r the pic's i look...CAMWhORE during briefing time..ahha...

Me n Vivian

i look so retarded..

Yo!! Leng Zai look here!!! haha..

Jia En here...

The other 2 leng zai here...haha...

Dylan (the 1 holing the phone)
Jonathan (the 1 looking at the here n 'willing' to take pic..)

Me n Melmel cheche...

So is so pretty...

"Leng Lui!! look here leh!!"

Haha...

Stephy (left)

Daphne (middle..half face kena block )
Natalie (The 1 holding the phone)

BLUR~~

The beautiful Satge...

taking group photo~~

Daphne n me

BLUR~~Natalie n me

Buuuu celine cheche...

Amy

*wat's she doing??*

Nt les here...

juz bestie..ahha

me + daphy~~

Me n Stephy

~~BLURY ME~~

THE THREE "DARK"

1. ME--DarkHearted

2. Stephy--DarkAngel

3. photo--Dark photo

haha!!

Me n Andrew (uncle)

These will be the PJ STATE METHODIST CHURCH MIW group photo...haha...

Take 1

Take 2

Take 3?? at shirley's camera..ahha!!

Kesian Man!!

2009-05-30T23:15:00.002+08:00

i wanna cry during the dinner...
Ppl eat rice...me leh?? Swallow the rice...
cannot bite...the only thing i can eat is tau fu!!
NOT FAIR!!!

Guitar

2009-05-30T18:19:00.005+08:00

I can't actually believe that i started to play guitar these days...

That really fun...playing some slow n romantic songs...like "MY LOVE WILL TAKE YOU HOME"...

Singing can actually express sum1's feeling...

That's why i luv singing...

Maybe, Guitar will suits me more than Piano...

Guitar is more casual n suits everywhere...

But Piano is grand and only suits those who are graceful...

.: This is me :.

2009-05-30T15:03:00.001+08:00

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where
I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who
I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myselfIt's the only way

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice
I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

.: PAIN!!! :.

2009-05-30T14:02:00.002+08:00

AH~~~
Stupid braces!! stupid braces!! stupid braces!!!
Damn pain man!!
Now up n down leh...haiz...
cannot eat this n dat..oni porridge...
juz like that day when i'm having fever...
haiz...

So charm this week...it's like a group of sickness suddenly luv me so much...
first flu, then gastric then fever then cough then bla bla bla...

summore hurt myself so geng man!! knock myself to the table...dance until purple black~~
summore cut myself till bleeding *accident de nt try to kill myself* ...OMG!! Blur like wat huh??
haiz...haiz...haiz...!!

Braces

2009-05-29T17:14:00.001+08:00

I'm going to Dental later...appointment at 5.45pm...
I'm going to look so retard later in choir...
Going to add the lower teeth nraces..haiz...
Every1...laugh until u r enough 1st...dun laugh when u all sees me!! pls!! thx ya..

Regret

2009-05-27T15:57:00.003+08:00

I've been in this same "EMO" mood 4 almost a week!! "S***"!!! A new record man!!
I'm halfway dead in this week, wat a horrible week. Summore i dunno i EMO 4 wat??!! Crap!!

I shouldn't have told him the truth! That's awful ! It makes me sound & look more stupid and retard.
Another "Fish" thing I've done in this month. I totally can't believe it myself!! What happened to me?? Am i out of my mind??!! YES!! I'm totally out of my mind that nite!! OMG!!! i hate myself 4 being that way!!....REGRET REGRET REGRET!!!
I hope i did not lose a fren like that. Such a waste...Probably should have think B4 i speak...WTH am i thinking?? Great, totally confuse and feeling stupid now!! AH~~~~~!!!!
OMG!! hopr he wouldn't mind of wat i've said, SRY!!! REALLY!!! Can he juz pretend to be blur n did not hear or see anything??? My God!! Urgh!!

Ballet

2009-05-23T21:04:00.003+08:00

spoiled it...haiz...my phone camera got problem le...haix...suppose to be vry nice de...but now...haiz...wanna cry le...sob...

nvm lo...

Confuse + Blur

2009-05-20T15:45:00.002+08:00

Great...finished my english essay exam paper around 8.45am...
done in 45 mins...but dun think i did it great...coz do sia slp sia...

I was so pissed this morning...that matter is making my morning horrible!!
summore 影响 my 心情 to exam...
haiz...

I discuss if wif my fren..then i felt quite better...but at last i can't tahan de thing keep bothering my thoughts...so, i try to solve it myself...at last i think it's solved...

sometimes..i really dunno should i believe myself or not... i dunwan 以小人之心度君子之腹 lo....
but my sixth sense told me that...i'm so confuse n blur...

SHOULD I BELIEVE MY THOUGHTS???

Sunday

2009-05-17T21:19:00.002+08:00

~~~~~~~~~AH~~~~~~~~~~~

today Theory exam arh!!!
nervous 4 the whole morning...

At last...when i get the paper...
my 1st reaction was....

OMG!!!

i dunno how to answer the question....!!!
but still...硬着头皮 continue answer the question lo...

haiz...wat to do??
But atleast answered all the question...

Thx to Rudy's 加油讯息!!
Thx to other frens that suppport me...
thx~~
Muacks to all my frens~~

老地方

2009-05-16T20:10:00.002+08:00

下了一夜雨
下了一的情节
那段年少的故事
是一出难忘的戏

想了一夜你
想了一的往昔
我的轻狂你的美
我的离别你的泪

给过你的吻
还在老地方
就算老去容颜依然不会变

许过的誓言
还在老地方
经过多少风吹雨打还记得

有过的爱情
还在老地方
就算物换星移依然不能忘

有过的回忆
还在老地方
走到岁月尽头也会陪着我

想了一夜你
想了一夜的往昔
我心中永远的你
永远停在老地方

~~i like this song so much...the melody is so romantic n soft ...~~

As a Dancer

2009-05-15T16:09:00.002+08:00

It's totally a challenging week...Test test test + dance dance dance....
blur~~

Monday ~ 5.15pm - 6.45pm ballet

Tuesday ~ suppose to have modern dance after skul...dun feel like going so skipped it...; 8pm - 9.30pm ballet again

Wednesday ~ Chinese History Class Test; Modern dance after skul until 5pm

Thursday ~ suppose to have Chemistry Class Test..but seems like teacher 4got abt it...so haha...cancel automatically...modern dance after skul until 5.30pm

Friday ~ BM peribahasa Class Test ...; free from dance

Saturday ~ modern dance after skul until 4pm but i got ballet at 3.30pm...so fly back earlier from skul....3.30 - 5.30pm ballet....

Sunday ~ Theory Exam....; free from dance

Study

2009-05-12T16:00:00.002+08:00

Learned Transformation at skul today...feel like quite easy...atleast easier 4 me to understand than those index or circle...

Trial is coming in 3 months or more time...have to start study le larh...
Aim 4 my Target!! 8 As 4 PMR n JUEC...dunno can or not..but do it 4 my Laptop!! Jia You!!

Heard that CKK got fired, that's a good thing 4him btw...he don't wanna be prefect anymore since Jan...*should i say congrats2 him??*

Tml still got Chinese History class test...oh dear...Chap 1-3 from the form2 book & Chap 6 for this yr text book...GREAT...add up all is more than 66 pages!! How to sqeeze all 66++ pages thing into my tidy n useless brain??

Btw,thre r still much more to sqeezze 4 PMR & JUEC...Poor me....

Any1 have a better way to study???

Mother's Day

2009-05-11T15:53:00.006+08:00

Happy belated Mother's Day to all blogger's mother...

Went to church yesterday, have choir performance...
Then go to listen to the talk..actually half slp le...coz too tired n got no interest to that tittle...
suddenly Camwhore after the service...haha...took a lot of pics...haha...

Hope u all enjoy my cute pics...

Vivi + Me

Tien Hui + Me

Me + Natalie!!

Me & Dear Daphne

Me n Soh Fish~~Melmel....

Me n my so called brother...
He wanted to took a weird picture...so he posed in that way...

Yo PERASAN!! N me
he say i took until he is not that cute in that pic, so he took another 1 himself...=.=

summore he took a girl's bag walking here n there....

me & Celine!! my so called sis...

P/S: THIS IS NOT A FAMILY PHOTO...DUN THINK TOO MUCH...IT'S JUZ A PIC...WIF MY YOUNGER BROTHER...

******************************************************************************

That's all the pic... Happy Mother's Day again!! Muacks!!

Sports Day

2009-05-09T23:18:00.007+08:00

昨天是我们坤成独中一年一度的运动会...说真的，真的是进行得不错... 星期三是彩排，昨天才使正式的运动会...以下照片是星期三的彩排中拍的：“英勇”的老师帮同学把东西从沟渠拿上来
舒晴；我娜沙；裕惠；我

Shrene; Carman; MeCheryl; Natalie； me
裕惠；我

Natalie；me; Amanda

我和靖仪

健儿们：

星期五：

运动员们都很卖力的为班上争取名誉

钱钱；Samantha ; me!!

老师们的比赛Cikgu Liew，我去年的BM老师

陈陆东老师，我的物理老师

4x400 项目

p/s: there are still some more...post nxt time...

Get Tagged

2009-05-09T23:01:00.005+08:00

Oh Dear... get tagged by the MR. PERASAN...haiz...

Write the first name of:

1. The blogger who tagged you

2. The last blogger who SMS-ed you

3. The last blogger you chatted with on MSN

4. The last blogger to leave a comment on your blog or chatbox

5. The last blogger involved in an event in your Facebook/Friendster/Any social website

*"blogger" refers to friends who are in your blog list.*

*If the following persons' should overlap, choose the 2nd latest person for the tag.**

Now, write a acrostic description of your friend's personality according to their names, using only 1 word only for each letter of the name of the person that you have tagged. To compensate for limited vocabulary, any language can be used, as long as the correct corresponding letters to the names are used. Enjoy (i wish).

Tagged people are required to tag another 5. No tag backs.

1. Rudy
Rude

Uncontrollable

Dignified
Yucks *jk*

2.Celine

Cute
Elegant

Listener

Intelligent

Neat

Expert
3.Andrew

Admirable

Nice

Daring

Reasonable

Experienced

Wise

4.Jason
Justice

Amazing

Spiritual

Obedient

Natural

5.Shermaine
Sensitive

Humour

Energetic

Respectable

Merely

Adorable

Irreplaceable

Meek

Exceptional

Sunday~~

2009-05-03T21:08:00.002+08:00

Sunday, is my favourite day of the week...
Wanna noe Y??

Cuz i can meet all my church frens that can oni meet once a week..sure will miss them rite??
haha...
n the Theory class..i love everything about Music...music is my life...
Add up the Choir practice is damn fun!! love singing too...

Went ot church today...finished the church hw n theory hw on time...
really enjoyed the Theory class...Musics are like Magic...so magical...
Laugh like crazy during practice...abt the "Mu" n "Moo" thing...

Went to the PJ library after Theory class...
Read abt ballet there...cannot finish reading the book anyway...
I loves books too...
haha...

Then came home after that...

That's all....

Lee Hom

2009-05-03T20:46:00.003+08:00

Went to Lee Hom's concert yesterday...
damn nice leh!!
He is so talented..he can play electric guitar, piano, violin and even drum~~
he can oso dance very nice...
really talented...wish i'm so that talented too...

Reached there around 7...
The concert started around 8.10pm...
End around 11 sumthin cuz got the 'encho' thing...

He looks more handsome than in the TV~~haha...
All the fans really gone like crazy ...they shout...haha..sure 1 la..
haha...so damn high!! damn fun leh...

really missed him..haha...

Best Friends

2009-05-01T20:56:00.002+08:00

God created best fren 4 us to paint our life more colourful...

Good frens will say everything good abt u..
Best fren will say the truth abt you...
Because they noe u too well...

Good fren will nvr try to argue with u
Best fren will argue with u
Becoz they dun want u to do wrong~~

~~Frens that nvr argue b4, it's not a true frenship~~

Dun be sad my dear best fren...i'm sure she will be sorry to make u angry~~

Happy Birthday

2009-04-30T21:38:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Ken

Wish u have a nice n romantic 14 !!

haha!! Busted!!!

对吗？？

2009-04-29T15:48:00.002+08:00

有时候，你喜欢的并不是最好的
最好的，你肯定不怎么喜欢...

那，要为了喜欢的而放弃最好的
还是，要为了最好的而放弃喜欢的？

让我做选择，我会选择喜欢的，毕竟“勉强是没有幸福的...”

可是现在我，已经没有权力选择了。老师把我超不喜欢的给我，但是那个可能会让我成为最好的...既然都没得选择了，我也没有更好的意见，何乐而不为呢？

在这种情况下，我只能做一件事.....忍
除了忍还是忍...现实生活就是这样残酷...从来不会像童话世界那样完美...
我仍然无法接受....

Happy belated Birthday

2009-04-19T18:52:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday to me~~

Haha!! my birthday is on 17th of April~~thank you very much for those who did wish me Happy Birthday~~n those who didn't, nvm...haha...

I got a vry BIG present 4 my birthday this yr..that will be my braces-that's killing me-from my dad...haha!!

"Thx dad!!"

another present from Shermaine is two bars of chocolate~~thx vry much! n she summore buy a cake for me n celebrate wif me at the ballet school...thx...

I went to church today...normal...juz feeling weird becoz...dunno why..haha...

I rmb i stopped being emo 4 a time..but the emo feeling starts to come back to me these day~~

i think i start to be self-conscious....~~

Amyway...Happy Birthday to me~~

2009-04-05T18:28:00.003+08:00

Well...finish exam le...it mean it time to face the results....

Horrible results actually~~

Dreamt of him last night ... felt shock when i woke up...

din even talk to each other 4 almost 1 yr le...

felt weird actually~~

But the weirdest thing is...i can't believe that he added me at facebook...

omg is my 1st reaction...

then another thinking flash into my mind

"well, maybe got ppl foce him to add de lar...not he wan de..."

Haiz!! dunno larh!!

Wat to say!!

4get it 4get it...

Lets think of sumthin fun!!

From now on, I'm a Grade 8 ballerina!!

Haha!! the feeling damn syiok!!

buhaha!! hope my G7 result can be veli good...

haha!!!

Chemistry

2009-03-26T15:50:00.002+08:00

Omg....

...I'm hurt...

...badly...

...by chemistry exam....

Having chemistry exam this morning

Too many mistake

Can't help

Wat to do??

Exam le...cannot change the results le...

All i can do is put down all this n take a step forward

Do my best in Maths n Sejarah

N my RAD Grade 7 Ballet Exam tml...after skul

Juz dunno why every thing like 27....

...haiz...

School + Homework = Stress

2009-03-25T15:51:00.003+08:00

Stress
Stress
Stress
Stress
Stress
Stress

Why are there a word called "exam" ??!!
"exam" = die!!!

Hate these kind of things....

This is going to make me stress > mental > ki siao > DIE

Add up those stupid n useless homework!!

Everything is juz 4 PMR!!! OMG!!! I hate these life!!!

Stupid homework!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Chemistry tml....

I'm not ready!!

Back to School

2009-03-22T18:34:00.002+08:00

School reopen tml...dun feel like going back to school...

Dun like the enviroment at school...can't be ur real self...
have to act to survive in that kind of enviroment...

other school de student go back school to take results...
ME?? Go back for exams oni...

Not even study yet... DIE lo.....

*God....help me pls...let me concerntrate in my study....

I'm me again

2009-03-15T16:23:00.002+08:00

I'M ME AGAIN!! ( hope so...)

well...to all my dearest "fans"...i'm not going to on9 or blogging or face booking 4 3 days start tml
cuz...i'm so going to Langkawi!!
okok...i noe i's no big deal, cuz it's juz a Langkawi...
but, this is my 1st time man!! on the plane!!! i juz can't believe it!!

fine, i'll calm down calm down..

Well, 15 yrs in this world that god created... nvr been on a plane...
wat a shame...rite?? not insulting any 1 of coz...

Hope i can have a nice trip for my 1st time on plane!!

Muacks to ya all.....

EMO time...

2009-03-15T15:56:00.002+08:00

After some time...think more clearly...n deep...

I told myself
it's time to let it all go...
to many things inside doesn't mean good to urself...
y dun juz try to 4get abt everything??

No...
the answer is i can't-nope-i dun want to...
it's hard 4 me to 4get...
i juz dun wan to...
i felt guilty in that way...

So, help me..since it's holiday...
Dun treat me so good...
i really dun deserve it...

they're rite
she deserve more than me...
treat her well...
you two deserve each other...

i'm juz a small character in this movie
really doesn't need much

a small 'hello' will be fine
thx..

Tagged by Sis Audrey

2009-03-14T11:55:00.002+08:00

I dunno ward is this...but i'll try...

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [Katy Perry??]
(X) Drank Alcohol [accidently..blame my dad..]

SO FAR: 1

Level 2
(X) Are / Been In Love
(X) Been Dumped
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
(X) Been In A Fist Fight [not sure...]

SO FAR: 4

Level 3
(X ) Had A Crush On An Older Person
() Skipped School [nvr..i'm a gud gal...]
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(X) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 6

Level 4
(X) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris [i wish i have]
( ) Been To Spain
(X) Been On A Plane [two more days will be...]
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 8

Level 5

(X) Eaten Sushi [who hasn't??]
( ) Been Snowboarding
(X) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit [wat is a mosh pit????]

SO FAR: 10

Level 6
() Been In An Abusive Relationship [abusive to the heart, hell yea!]
(X) Taken Pain Killers [4 girls thing...yeah..]
(X) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
() Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel [wait till i go to somewhere snowing...]

SO FAR: 12

Level 7
(X) Had A Tea Party [since when??]
(X) Flown A Kite
(X) Built A Sand Castle [juz a pile??]
( ) Gone mudding [no...i'm clean...haha..]
(X ) Played Dress Up[of coz!! to some1 like me!!]

SO FAR: 16

Level 8
( ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(X) Cheated While Playing A Game
(X) Been Lonely [totally..]
(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 19

Level 9
() Watched The Sun Set
(X) Felt An Earthquake [26th of Dec 2004??]
( ) Killed A Snake [i'm scared of snake..]

SO FAR: 20

Level 10
(X) Been Tickled
(X) Been Robbed / Vandalized [ya...pull ma hand so hard 4 ward?? red la!!]
(X) Been cheated on
(X) Been Misunderstood [always...4 sum1 like me..]

SO FAR: 24

Level 11
(X) Won A Contest [Ooo..quite a lot...]
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
() Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 25

Level 12
( ) Had / Have Braces [soon, but not now...]
(X) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night [i think so]
() Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 26

Level 13
(X) Hated The Way You Look [can't i juz be a bit more prettier??]
(X) Witnessed A Crime [include prank call??]
() Pole Danced
(X) Questioned Your Heart [yup...]
(X) Been obsessed with post-it-notes [yup...Geo text book...History text book...]

SO FAR: 30

Level 14
(X) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud [yuck]
(X) Been Lost [in a suppermarket...when i was 6]
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World [nup]
(X) Swam In The Ocean
(X) Felt Like You Were Dying [always...when i'm emo...]

SO FAR: 34

Level 15
(X) Cried Yourself To Sleep [once]
(X) Played Cops And Robbers
(X) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers [yaya!!]
(X) Sang Karaoke
(X) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins [ya...in primary...]

SO FAR: 39

Level 16
(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(X) Made a Prank Phone Call [too boring that time...]
() Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose [that's swt...]
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 41

Level 17
(X) Written A Letter To Santa Claus [when i was small, the Christmas tree was tall]
() Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(X) Blown Bubbles
() Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 43

Level 18
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
() Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(X) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 44

Level 19
(X) Worn Pearls [fake de]
(X)Jumped Off A Bridge [haha..a tiny wan]
() Swore at the teacher, in front of them
( ) Swam With Dolphins [i wish i could]

SO FAR: 46

Level 20
(X) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube [ice cube..]
() Kissed A Fish
(X) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes [ya..his jacket]
() Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 48

Level 21
(X) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
() Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
() Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours [siao ah?]
(X) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 50

Level 22
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(X) Climbed A Tree [i'm from the jungle..don't u noe that??]
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
(X) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone [dun say alone...even with a bunch of frenz]

SO FAR: 52

Level 23
( ) Believed In Ghosts [dun really believe]
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
(X) Visited Jail [is passes by include??]

SO FAR: 53

Level 24
( ) Played Chicken [Wat the toood....]
(X) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
() Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
(X) Broken A Bone [when i was small...my left hand wrist]
(X) Been Easily Amused [wat u think?]

SO FAR: 56

Level 25
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
( ) Caught A Butterfly
(X) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(X) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 58

Level 26
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone [wat is this??]
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You [?????]
(X) Cheated On A Test
(X) Forgotten Someone's Name [always]
(X) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping [dun understand]
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(X) Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 62

Level 27
(X) Rode A Roller Coaster
(X) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
() Had A Cavity
(X) Black-Mailed Someone
(X) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 66

Level 28
(X) Been Used
(X) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat [gross]
(X) Bitten Someone
() Licked Someone

SO FAR: 69

Level 29
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain [count me out...]
( ) Flattened someone's tyres
( ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

I've done 69 stupid things...haiz...means i'm stupid..izit??

Ppl I wanna tag

ViVian
Mel
Daph
Tekyi
Steph
Natalie
Shirley
Andrew

that's all...can't think of who to tagged di...

Feels Down...

2009-03-13T23:27:00.002+08:00

There are so many things i wanna express...
Juz dunno how to start...

they say i'll soon be mental...
soo...
meet me at Tanjung Rambutan nxt yr...

What does being friend really mean to you??

2009-03-10T15:54:00.001+08:00

You value your friendships:
75%

You love your friends very much -
so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

Another Quiz....

2009-03-10T15:50:00.001+08:00

I like to take quiz...so took another 1...p.s...

Here is the analysis:

Kind and Gentle
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

2009-03-10T15:46:00.000+08:00

Took it from Vivian's blog too...

Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Quiz....

2009-03-10T15:36:00.002+08:00

Take this Quiz from Vivi's blog...find out its interesting...give it a try...

Click

You view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Twilight DVD

2009-03-08T18:57:00.002+08:00

To: Twilight Fans...

Twilight DVD will be coming out on 24th of March!! (excited not??)
The main price will be RM39.90...
And from those who order/buy from me will get discount...
I'll charge those on oni Rm32!! (with twilight poster together too...juz for early birds)

Any1 wan to order, call me or mail me...

无话可说

2009-03-03T15:33:00.003+08:00

我真的觉得很奇怪，这几天一直在想...其实不是这几天而已，我从很久以前就开始想这个问题...
为什么我总是觉得大家都在利用我？
是我想太多？

为什么他们可以喜欢就理我，不喜欢就冷落我？
难道这就是这个世界的真面目？

因此，我每天都必须演戏来使自己更好过...
在这个社会，永远没有机会给你扮演你自己...
因为当你真正做回你自己的时候，你将会是被社会淘汰的那一个...

而我，只有在我自己的房间时才会是最真实的我...

是我太软弱？是我太不在乎？是我太令人讨厌？还是我太天真？
也许他们认为我是被利用的最佳人选...
无可否认，我被利用了，我并不会知道...
因为我认为，大家都是用真心来对待别人...
可是，我好像错了

这个社会并没有那么简单...
要在这个社会立足，就要磨练好你的演技...

这是我今天领悟到的贬义道理...

Basketball

2009-03-02T15:59:00.002+08:00

I luv basketball...
But i dun dare to play it infront of other ppl...except in PE...

I'm kinda self concious gal...
I really care of wat ppl takl abt me....
Since that day in camp, he say this to me..:"Sarah, u r suck in basketball..."
Then, i dun dare to touch basketball anymore...

Untill today...
Since when i din touch the ball...
The 1st this yr...

Miss the day that i'm pro in it..haha...
But not now...

But i realize sumthin today...
When u realy good at sumthin...
U will always good at it...
But u need to practise it of coz...

I like basketball so much...haha!!!

Luvs Ya Basketball!!!

2009-02-27T17:01:00.000+08:00

I took a Quiz in Buddy TV..haha...

Which TV Teen Queen Are You?

Created by BuddyTV

Try it if u like...it's fun..

OMG!!!

2009-02-27T16:19:00.002+08:00

Some of my frenz r having braces...
And some of them juz took it out and their teeth are super neat!!

I am so happy to them like this...
n i'm so xian mu...

So, my dad wat me to go for a try...
and the day will be....

THIS SUNDAY!!!

Ahh~~~
I juz can't imagine myself with the braces on mt teeth!!
Wat will i be??
Ugly??
Ugly Betty??

I dun want any1 laugh at me!!
That's why all these yrs..
I din even laugh at ppl punya braces b4...
Cuz i dun wish ppl to laugh at me...

My dad say that I'll be ugly ducking when i have braces..
But soon...I'll become a swan...
Is that true??
Or he juz wanna make me go??

Am i brave enough to do this??
God, help me pls...
Give me strength...
Teach me to make decision...
pls...

Sunday of My

2009-02-23T15:51:00.002+08:00

This is the post for yesterday...

Hey!! I'm the Chairperson yesterday!!
So nervous man!Haha..but i done it at last! yes me!!

Went to church by uncleAndrew's car...then had fun in church...
not sitting wif uncle in choir practise...let Tien Hui have the honour...haha..jkjk...
Anyway...they really looks like couple leh!! good thing rite..?? haha...

Long time din take the place as a chairperson...1st time this yr..haha...
i think i'm not bad at it gua...but i made some mistake ofcoz...

1. i 4got to make the feng xian dao...
2. i din announce the usher for nxt week...
3. i keep saying wrong words... haiz...

really have to learn more from the seniors...

Jia You to me!!

Untittle

2009-02-18T15:42:00.002+08:00

I have never think of the days that without you b4...

Never Ever think of it b4...

I can't imagine my days without a best fren like you...

How Can I Ever Lived Without You??

Please tell me when you are really to leave

Let me look into ur eyes once again...

If it's possible

Hug me

As a fren

Love you forever

No matter where you are

No matter how far we can be

Our friendship will never die

Believe in me

It will last forever

~~DARKHEARTED~~

2009-02-14T20:52:00.002+08:00

I guess I should've known better

to believe I'm a lucky chain

I lent my heart out forever

and finally learned each other's names

I tell myself this time it's different

No goodbyes, cause eyes can't bear to say it

I'll never survive on one that's coming

If I stay

Ooh~~Just Walk Away

Ooh, and don't look back

Cause if my heart break

It's gonna hurt so bad

You know I'm strong

but I can't take that

Before It's too late

Oh~~just Walk Away

Walk, Walk, Walk Away

Ooh, just Walk Away

Walk, Walk, Walk

Away-aye-aye, yeah

I really wish I could blame you

but I know

That it's no one's fault

No, No. No, No

Cinderella with no shoe

andthe prince that doesn't know he's lost

He says that her face is so familiar

and Goodbye with just the same old song

But this time I will not surrender

Cause I'm gone

Ooh, yeah

Just Walk Away

Ooh~~and don't look back

Cause if my heart breaks

It's gonna hurt so bad

You know I'm strong

but I can't take that

Before It's too late

Oh, just Walk Away

Walk, Walk, Walk Away

Ooh, just Walk Away

Walk, Walk, Walk

Away-aye-aye, yeah

Ooh~~

I've got to let it go

Start protecting my heart and soul

Cause I don't think I'll survive a goodbye again

Not again

Just Walk Away

Ooh~~and don't look back

Cause if my heart break

It's gonna hurt so bad

You know I'm strong

but I can't take that

Before It's too late (Before It's Too Late)

Oh, just Walk Away

Walk, Walk, Walk Away

Walk Away, Walk Away, yeah

Walk, Walk, Walk Away

Walk Away, Walk Away

All right

Walk Away, Walk Away, Yeah, Walk Away

Walk Away, Walk Away

Oh, Walk, Walk, Walk Away

Walk Away, Walk Away,

Ooh..Ooh..

I like this song...

reflected my feeling now...

this moment

juz walk away...

Wat a Valentine...

2009-02-14T20:36:00.002+08:00

WalauA...since when i din touch my blog le??

Valentine's day today...wat to do?? nth...still got school summore...(ward kind of crazy skul is this??)

Nvm...at least i still got frenz that gimmie chocolate today...so touch..luv ya all!

Happy Valentine's Day to All My Friends!!! Muacks!!

Characteristic Quiz...

2009-02-08T15:58:00.003+08:00

Bro.Kong gave us a quiz in class today...it'z abt ur characteristic...
the story is like this:

no peeking for the answer b4 u finish the test...

U r standing in front of a forest, what did the forest look like??
Then, u walk into the forest, wat is the 1st animals that u like to see??
After that, u continue ur walking..then u see another animal, wat is the animal that u wish to see??
When u continue walking, u saw a golden key on the flour, wat will u do??
Then, u saw a house in the middle of the forest, wat will u do? u saw the door of that house was left opened a little bit...wat will u do??
U are hungry now...vry vry hungry...so u go into the house n saw some food on the table...wat r u going to do??
When u look out from the window, u saw a fountain, wat does the water of the fountain looks like??
When u walk to the back of the house, u saw some horse in the stable...how many horses are there u think??
At last, when u turn back, there's a tiger standing in front of u with staring eyes...wat will u possibly do??

These are the question and story...

any1 wanna do this Quiz...do it, and ask bro.Kong the answer la...cuz i 4got some eldi...

that all...good luck for Carnation youth choir!!

Febuary

2009-02-01T21:06:00.004+08:00

Time go fast...juz a blink, it's the second month of 2009...

Two more months to my birthday...haha..any presents for me??

no lar..juz jk oni...

haiz...have to go back to skul on tuesday ler...doesn't feeling to go back to skul...

Face it lar!!! Trust urself...I can do it!!

Febuary,

the month of Valentine's day...

Sum1 ask me how am i going to celabrate...

swt la!! hurt me oso!!

wat can i say?? celabrate wif myself lo...

or any1 wanna celabrate wif me?? (no lar...jkjk)

i can celabrate wif those frenz that r single like me de marhx...rite??

haha...

CNY pics...

any1 wanna c??

some pics of me n my cousin bro..haha...

Me n my younger cousin bro...

These are the pic of me n my older brother...not couple ar...dun mistaken...

he like this 1 more...cuz can see his muscle...

these are the other pics of us...

haiz...lazy to upload le la!!

ok la...that's all 4 today...haha...

CAN"T SLP....

2009-01-25T01:24:00.002+08:00

I can't sleep
probably too exited
CNY is coming
..juz..
1 day to go
...haiz...
can't wait to meet my cousins...

this is me...
i wish i can go to church tml on sunday...
wanna meet my church fren
i enjoy chatting wif them...
so much...
cuz i juz need to act as me!!
haha...

its 1.28am now..
i juz cant close my eyes so how?
soon, it will be the yr of cow...
wish that all the bad things were out!!!

~~darkhearted~~

Leave...

2009-01-23T20:23:00.003+08:00

CNY is coming!!!! OMG!! so fast!!

I'm going back to BP on Sunday morning...not going to Chuch...so i'm not going to meet my beloved church fren this week...I'm gonna miss them...

But, look at the brightside...i'm going to met my cousins...my grandmom...haha...

Think of "angpao...angpao..." haha...$$...

Happy Chinese New Year to all of you!!!

Hate That I Love You

2009-01-23T19:29:00.007+08:00

I like this Song....n some of my fren say i'm OUT...haha...i dun care...(it just suite my situation now...hmph)

That's how much I love you

That's how much I need you

And I can't stand ya
Almost everything you do
Makes me wanna smile
Even I like you for a while
But you won't let me

You upset me girl

And then you kiss my lips

All of a sudden I forget

Can't remember what you did

But I hate it...

You know exactly what to do

So that I can't stay mad at you

For too long that's wrong

But I hate it...

You know exactly how to touch

So that I don't want to fuss... and fight no more

Said I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy

I can't stand how much I need you

And I hate how much I love you boy

But I just can't let you go

And I hate that I love you so

And you completely know

the power that you have

The only one that makes me laugh

Said that it's not fair

How you take advantage of the fact

That I love you beyond the reason why

And it just ain't right

And I hate how much I love you girl

I can't stand how much I need you

And I hate how much I love you girl

But I just can't let you go

But I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me

And your kiss won't make me weak

But no one in this world knows me the way you know me

So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

Yeaahhh... Oohh

As much I love you (as much as I need you oh...)

As much as I need you (oooh... as so much I love you)

As much I love you (oh...)

As much as I need you

And I hate that I loveYou soooooooo!

And I hate that I love you soooo

And I hate how much I love you boy

I can't stand how much I need ya (cant stand how much I need you)

And I hate how much I love you boy

But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no...)

And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so... soo...

Swt...

2009-01-18T22:27:00.002+08:00

I dunno wat happened these days...i suddenly like to hug ppl from the back..haha..
actually it gave me more 安全感...haha...n i like to be hug oso...haha...swt..lol...some of my fren started to cp this yr instate of sweet 16...maybe i got influenced by them...swt la!!
I kept telling ppl that i wanna be love!!! Any1 wanna love me?? haha...swt..jk la..god loves me..no matter who am i...i love him too...

On9 Rules...

2009-01-10T23:38:00.002+08:00

My Mom set a house rule...

1. evey1 have at least 1 responsible housework to do...Sarah work in Clothes Department..

2. Every 1 under 18, have to finish their skul n house work b4 watch tv or play computar..

3. Computar is only open on weekend for those how r under 18...

Swt n Stupid n Weird n Unfair Rules!!!!

I hate That
!!!!!!!!

OMG!! I CANT BELIEVE IT

2009-01-10T17:15:00.002+08:00

OMG!! HE juz talked to me...he won't juz talk to me like that...
but he did juz now...at last...this is all i want, i'm more comfort now..
Besides, it's me who he's angry of..but does that means we r frenz back now??

Pls give me a answer...

Back to Skul

2009-01-10T16:53:00.003+08:00

At last, i'm back to skul...
It's good to be back actually...that feeling totally different when i'm in JR3B...

It's a good thing that I'm sitting wif my twins this yr...
Wif Natalie beside me, My twins behind me, n Shrene beside her...haha...
We sit 2gt again!! that's exciting...

Well, williem is still in KC...juz still in F1 this yr...he failed F1 last yr...sad 4 him..
Haha...CKK still here!! in B class summore la!!! so clever...

It's good to meet all my fren again in skul...i juz can't Believe that i say this...
IT'S GOOD TO BE BACK!!!!!

School...

2009-01-04T18:55:00.006+08:00

It's time to walk back to school...have to face the truth no matter how, juz like he said..even though i'm so not willing to go back to school, i still have to go...(that's a bullshit to me in the first place)...but it convinced me to go...haha...swt...so, i'll jz pack my school bag, prepare to step into my school...

So, Time to face the Music now..

School reopen...

2009-01-03T13:06:00.003+08:00

2 more days to skul reopen...
Time went fast...2009 is here...2 more days to go back to skul...i wish i could juz dissapear...so no nid to go to skul..haiz...nvm...

PMR n JUEC year to me...have to work harder to get good result...

Target 4 2009:

get more frenz...
change the bad habits of mine...
be more frenly to ppl
get 7 As in PMR...(it will be more better if it is 8...)
Get good result in JUEC!!! (tis 1 damn hard de leh...)
Be more close to God..read more bible..,pray more...
Get taller...get thinner...get prettier...get more popular in skul...
be more responsible...

that all to me...on private stuff actually...that all my target 4 this new yr...

Gambateh to me!!!

1ST DAY OF 2009

2009-01-01T23:08:00.005+08:00

The 1st time i open my eye in 2009 is at Steph's house...that's fun...we went to Mel's hse 4 countdown party...reach there abt 8.30 pm sumthin...that's fun la!!!i din really take pic lo..but steph they all did...i lazy to grab oso la...haha..

After countdown...it's FIRE CRACKER TIME!!! Aiya!! Dun dare to play la!! After that is time 4 water war!! one-two-'juice' that 1 who lost will be splashed by water...All wet at last..haha..

The party end abt 1 sumthing i guess...then i overnite at Steph's hse...summore dun wanna slp ofter light off...haha..swt..slp at abt 2.30 sumthing in the morning...

That's really a fun day!! HAHA!!!

"Great"

2008-12-31T15:52:00.003+08:00

Wat a "great" time 4 now...
I accidentally click a ''dunno wat'' button then suddenly my blog became dunno wat...
So...i gotta redo my blog...
fine..nvm...
I gave my blog a new look...add sumthin new i wan, delete sumthin i dunwan...so, at last became like this...

31th of Dec

2008-12-31T13:46:00.002+08:00

To day is the last day of 2008. Tml will be the damn 1st day of 2009. I really wish that that day will nvm come, but time will keep going no matter wat...it's juz depends on how u live with it...

I'm going to Vivi & Mel 's hse tonite...sum of them are not going though...anyway, wish them hav fun...

I'm going to Steph 's hse abt 7...n then tumpang her car to vivi's hse...then hav a nice n great party...at nite, overnite at Steph's hse ....the nxt afternoon...go 2 church wif them n meet my mom at the church....

That all 4 tml...haiz...Damn boring now...alone at home...dunno wat to do oso!!

Fine...Hav Fun!!!

2009...

2008-12-27T21:31:00.002+08:00

It's after Christmas....Wat does that mean??
That means that 2009 is coming soon...
n it also means that school will soon reopen...
Am i ready 4 that?? i dun think so...I'm still worrying abt my hair 4 school...
Need to tie up into a clean n neat bun...but i'm so not sure that can do that to my hair...
really wish that i have something to make my hair grow faster...haiz...
summore i'm so not ready 4 form 3....nxt yr PMR coming...then JUEC nxt...y is everything rushing to be here...???

I'M SO NOT READY 4 ALL OF THAT!!!

~~THE END~~

Today's Result of T.T

2008-12-26T19:19:00.002+08:00

Get a better result today...
but it is still considered as "EXTREME SLOW" ........

33 words

Typingtest

Christmas Night....

2008-12-26T18:24:00.005+08:00

Wat a great concert last night...

Sing infront of such big amount of ppl...to me is really my 1st time...

well...wearing the ''Sailor'' costume n sing...is really weird...but, anyway...still gotta wear...haha...

Steph, i agree wif u...(like kindergarten...)

Make up time....

Me & Vivi...

Celine, Vivi, Me

Vivi, James, Me

I'm totally High that day...Juz like Steph said..."Hyperactive Sarah"

great pic...evey1 was so happy...

Wat was James trying to do???

Happy Choir...

Group Photo....

No place 4 me di, so i juz sit on da floor...

The whole choir n orchestra...

After the concert, we went to JJ cafe...

Me, Celine, Rudy, Dylan (holding porridge)..

Then i went to A&W wif my family...

Reach home abt 12...

Open those present that my Frenz & Family gave me that morning...

That all of my presents...

I like that big Teddy from Steph..if i'm not wrong...

Btw..I like all of my present!!!!

Went on to bed at abt 1am...

~THE END~

.: Teardrops :.

思雅 爬起来了

不知道 是我的答案

Haiyo

Kena Tagged By Vivian

To Cuttie pink ^^

Farewell

Trial

Mime Act

PIANO RECITAL 2009 featuring Rudy Goh & Tan Jia Ping

F0rmal @@

sick

Finally

Failed

Today's movie

Yay!! Congrates!!

Coming Coming Coming

Tagged by Daph Dear...

Exam

Wonders....

Crazy Day & Nite

My Delicious Dinner

YES!!

.: 100% Down :.

Why??

THE 100TH POST

White Horse

迷惘...向往

3rd post 4 2009 Gathering

2nd post 4 Gathering

Gathering

Gathering

SSS Dance

My Hols

INHERIT INSPIRE INITIATE

Kesian Man!!

Guitar

.: This is me :.

.: PAIN!!! :.

Braces

Regret

~~Ballet~~

Confuse + Blur

Sunday

老地方

As a Dancer

Study

Mother's Day

Sports Day

Get Tagged

Sunday~~

Lee Hom

Best Friends

Happy Birthday

对吗？？

Happy belated Birthday

Chemistry

School + Homework = Stress

Back to School

I'm me again

EMO time...

Tagged by Sis Audrey

Feels Down...

What does being friend really mean to you??

Another Quiz....

Quiz....

Twilight DVD

无话可说

Basketball

OMG!!!

Sunday of My

Untittle

Wat a Valentine...

Characteristic Quiz...

Febuary

CAN"T SLP....

Leave...

Hate That I Love You

Swt...

On9 Rules...

思雅爬起来了

不知道是我的答案

Ballet