Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Went back to Batu Pahat last few days...
the only thing i can do there was only asking my dad 'can u bring to gaigai?? PLS...'
coz, my fav cousin brother din came...so, no 1 teman me to play...haiz...sian
went to BP Mall, tried out some clothes that i really really liked
so...took some PERASAN pic ^^ 4give me...can't control myself


this, i think it's quite nice...

but, mom says it look like waitress... @.@
so, fine...

This leh...i think i's ok quite nice la...but kinda short to me...


mom says it looks too RED...
like wanna go bai nian like that, add up, it oso looks like a MISS SANTA to me ^^

haiz...cuz cannot make decision, so gave up on them...
so, bought nothing...^^

Friday, September 18, 2009

思雅 爬起来了

喂喂 不要怕
你是好娃娃
自己跌倒 自己爬
跌倒了,就应该自己爬起来
其实,最辛苦的不是跌倒的时候
而是自己是否有毅力自己爬起来

给自己一个机会
就是让自己有一个希望
加强自己的勇气

Sunday, August 30, 2009

不知道 是我的答案

他问我 为什么只让别人看到我的坚强?
我回答 不知道
他问我 为什么我不让人看到自己的软弱?
我回答 不知道
他问我 为什么不让别人看透自己的心再想什么?
我回答 不知道
他问我 为什么我要在别人面前把自己扮得很坚强?
我回到 不知道
他问我 为什么一直回答不知道?
我回答 因为这是我的答案

不知道,已经占据了我,我不知道我还能回答什么了,也许还有别的可以回答,可是我真得不动要回答他什么...

我看,没有多少人会真正了解我了吧? 只剩下他了, 至少他知道我到底在想什么...

他知道我喜欢逞强, 他知道我其实没有那么坚强, 他知道我内心深处的那扇窗是面对着什么, 他知道在我坚强的外表下隐藏了什么, 看来他什么都知道, 只是不知道为什么我要这样罢了...不然他也不会一直问我为什么了...

朦胧的视线其实让我看得更清楚, 让我知道的了流泪的原因, 伤痛的过程,辛苦的感受。 只是一切在我眼前都闪的好快, 开始感觉无助的我, 身体逐渐无力地倒下...

过后, 不知道了...只是假装忘记了...

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Haiyo

haiyo...
so EMO today larh!!!
is there any EMO-cure??



My mom says that i keep giving stress to myself
she says i'm the 1 who made me feel stress
is that really true??
well, maybe yes? maybe no?
i can't make it clear


God, Help me...

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Kena Tagged By Vivian

100 Truth
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.


WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: Water

2. Last phone call: Miss Moo, My Ballet Teacher

3. Last text message: from MCCS

4. Last song you listened to: Poker Face--Lady Gaga

5. Last time you cried: errrrrrr...last month

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: Noope...

7. Been cheated on: erm...i think so

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: First kiss still wif me ^^

9. Lost someone special: Yup, My Grandpa

10. Been depressed: everyone must have been right??

11. Been drunk and threw up: Never Drink b4 ^^

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. PINK

13. White

14. Black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend: duh...who else nvr??

6. Fallen out of love: huh @.@?? na...

17. Laughed until you cried: every time ^^

18. Met someone who changed you: yup ^^

19. Found out who your true friends were: yup, all my frens r true to me ^^

20. Found out someone was talking about you: yup yup

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: no...

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: almost all ^^

23. How many kids do you want to have: er.....

24. Do you have any pets: no, but r my brothers considered as 1?? =b

25. Do you want to change your name?:Nvr Think of it b4 ^^ they sounds vry nice to me..hehe

26. What did you do for your last birthday: Put my braces on ^^

27. What time did you wake up today: 7.00am, went to skul for extra class~

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching Stephen King Short Stories Movie Series

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: END OF PMR & JUEC!!!!!

30. Last time you saw your Mother: few minutes ago..

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My results ^^

32. What are you listening to right now: My heartbeat

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Tom Riddle from Harry Potter?? NO!!!

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: JUEC trial

35. Most visited web page: facebook, blogger and plurk

40. Male or female?: 100% Female

41. Elementary?: SJK(C) Choong Wen

42. Middle School?: Kuen Cheng High school

43. High school/college?: The Best will be Oxford, but I'm sure that my results won't be that pretty 4 that...=( so, juz see where God leads me to...

44. Hair colour: pure black ^^

45. Long or short: er...considered as long??

46. Height: can i keep it as a secret? fine, 155cm, i think...

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: er...Maybe??

48: What do you like about yourself?: Crazy...Sa Po

49. Piercings: ears

50. Tattoos: NEVER

51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: i think no...

53. First piercing: ears..

54. First best friend: i can't believe it's him, but it's true...Dylan Ding xb

55. First sport you joined: swimming

56. First vacation: Singapore, still in mom's womb

58. First pair of trainer: Bata, i think

59. Eating: oxygen.

60. Drinking: saliva xD

61. I'm about to: typing for dis answer

62. Listening to: My own heartbeat

63. Waiting on: MORE & MORE HOLIDAYS

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?: see wat's my husband's choice~

65. Get Married?: obviously YES

66. Career?: Celebrity

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: eyes ~

68. Hugs or kisses: hugs~

69. Shorter or taller: taller ofcoz ! who wanna be short??

70. Older or Younger: I'm satisfied with my age ^^ but still, Younger

71. Romantic or spontaneous: both =D

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both ^^

73. Sensitive or loud: I'm loud ^^

74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: no idea -.-

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: NO

77. Drank hard liquor: accidentally, blame my dad...he made me to xb

78. Lost glasses/contacts: no...i'm a nice 'keeper'

79. Sex on first date: That's so wrong!! besides, no sex b4 marriage

80. Broken someone's heart: yup...

82. Been arrested: nope ^^

83. Turned someone down: yeap..

84. Cried when someone died: everytime...

85. Fallen for a friend?: yup, i love every1 of my fren ^^

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: i have to

87. Miracles: it only happens to those who really believes in it =)

88. Love at first sight: it my be true

89. Heaven: Never unbelieved it b4 ^^

90. Santa Claus: even now, yes

91. Kiss on the first date: er...should i?? dunno @.@

92. Angels: everytime ^^ YES!!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: NOPE~

95. Did you sing today? : yeaa i love singing! ^^

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: ya...i think

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Standard 3 ^^ of some special special reason ^^

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Christmas ^^

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: ya..really

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yeah.

ppls i'm going to tag

here goes~~

1. Shermaine

2. Ye Ley

3. Zhi Yin

4. Teck Yi

5. Daphne

6. Celine

7. Natalie

8. Micheal/Ken

9. Shirley

10. Stephnie

Monday, August 24, 2009

To Cuttie pink ^^

24th August of yr 1993 , a cute n chubby little baby girl was brought to this world by God through her mother of course...She may be actually childish and sometimes brainless in some way, but she may be the cutest girl i've ever seen...she can be forgetful, but nt as forgetful as me...she's always the Angel cuz i nvr seen her being as a demon...u can tell her everything under ur heart cuz she listens, u can tell her every single crush of urs cuz she'll 4got abt it the nxt minute, so u'll nvr need to worry abt it ^^

I've known this girl since 1..i think...cuz we have the same baby sister, i think...can't rmb those days when v r juz baby ^^ This cute Girl will be......

Daphne Ding

well, all i wanna is Happy Birthday, I love u ^^
oh, n happy sweet 16 ^^

P/S Juz from, DarkHearted ^^

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Farewell

Farewell my dear fren...
xiao wen told me that today will be ur last day here...
this made me felt terrible
i dunno wat to say, but i really do miss you so
although u were here everyday, but unfortunately we did not meet everyday

there's alot things i wanna tell you everytime i meet you
but i still dun have the courage to tell you that

anyway...wish you had a better live there...
love you always

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Trial

2 more days to trial...reli reli scare...

i'm vry sure that i'm not ready 4 all this

Tuesday's exam time table:
Maths 1
Maths 2
Sejarah

Math r fine to me, but sejarah....i'm not sure i can make it right...
oh dear...really nid help from god...
pls pray 4 me if u guys see this...i'll appreciate it..thx ^^

Sunday, August 9, 2009

I'm kinda gud wif him today...
like the way he treat me like that...
no arguing, no fighting nor staring...
juz a few soft talk during conversation...
hope we can be like this way everytime ^^

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Mime Act

Music Evangelical Night had end last night
it was pretty nice overall
I'm 1 of the performers last night
i'm in the mime act group
The act is juz a 3 minutes act
but we use abt 1 month time to practise

When we were all on the stage, we try to give our best to God

and everything was like so fast, 3 mins, juz a while and we have to walk down...

and i'm glad that we manage to put 100% of ourself in God's hand

And now, we'll juz flashback to the last full dress rehearsal we had ^^

HOPE U GUYS ENJOY IT ^^


This is Zhen Xia 振霞 -- our little singer (up: peace pose; down: she's making up)

This will be 拔福-- a vry vry humour FARMER



up2: putting a pose to let 长富 take pic, since i so gepo, i oso took his pic lo, dun waste marh ^^

down:

1. Franky n Ba Fu

2.Me n 拔福 (长富say拔福 jealous cuz i din take pic wif him so i take ^^)


UP : Me n Colin ^^ our Brave Army, He is 100% humour n frenly, keep maming me laugh like siao!!
DOWN : Franky n Me. He is frenly too, he watch a lot of HK drama de, so got topic to talk abt

MAKE UP SESSION!!


All of us oso kena draw until like this...
Kesian..haha^^
That all!!
& DARKHEARTED &